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Testing Waters above my Level

Lario Park Rodeo – Confidence with a Dash of Humility
23 March 2025 by
Testing Waters above my Level
Il Tennista

There are weekends that feel like checkpoints.

Moments that whisper,  

“You're not the same player you were last month.”

This past weekend at Lario Park was one of those.

But not because I played my best tennis.

Not because I dominated.

It mattered because I finally stepped onto the court with players I used to watch from the outside.

Category 2s and 3s.

Younger, faster, stronger.

The kind of players I once believed were playing a completely different sport.

And I tested myself.


A Gut Call

I signed up for the tournament at the very last moment.

Another Rodeo, many matches and .no preparation for a new surface (fast carpet—I’d never played on it before).

Just a feeling in my chest.

Play.

So I did.


Climbing the Level Ladder

Match after match, I found myself facing tougher opponents.

Quick serves. Heavy topspin. Pace and rhythm that forced me to think, adjust, evolve.

In one match, I was overwhelmed by the speed and height of the ball.

I realized I couldn’t go toe-to-toe in their world.

So I invited them into mine.

Low slices. Patient build-up. Occasional net approaches.

And above all, smart serving—that saved me more than once.

It worked.

I beat a 3.3 on Sunday morning.

Then a 2.8 later that day.

I still can’t fully believe it.


Confidence… with Caution

That win against the 2.8 felt like a crack opening in the wall I’d imagined between us.

Not a complete breakthrough—but enough to see through to the other side.

For the first time, I thought:

Maybe I can do this. Maybe the 2nd Category isn’t a fantasy.

But here’s the thing: I don’t want to lie to myself.

That match could’ve gone the other way.

Maybe he had an off day.

Maybe I played above my average.

Maybe the surface suited me more than him.

It’s all possible.

That’s why I leave this tournament with two things:

Confidence that I’ve taken a real step forward.

Humility that reminds me not to confuse one match with arrival.

This wasn’t proof that I’ve “made it.”

It was just a glimpse.

A reminder that the work is showing,  

and that I belong in the ring—even if I’m still learning how to throw punches at this level.


The Real Test: What Comes Next

The real challenge isn’t beating a 2.8 once.

It’s what I do after that.

Can I recover properly?

Can I train with more intention?

Can I step into the next match without fear or arrogance?

Because Road 22 isn’t about one bright weekend.

It’s about consistency.

It’s about facing every next challenge not with the pressure to win,

but with the courage to grow.

So yes, I go home with 400 points.

But I go home with something more valuable:

The sense that I’m no longer guessing what’s possible.

I’m starting to see it with my own eyes.

And that’s all I need for now.

Il Tennista

Humbled, hungry, and walking with quiet belief.